Is this a failure ? No. It's me learning the first hurdle of live writing. Sometimes, you forget what was in your head before you commit it. That's part of writing and I don't let it get me down. I'll be back. You know I will.
What year ? WHAT YEAR ?! I write stuff and then long periods elapse. What am I saying ? They disappear. They do. Watch ... since that last blabber ... it's been, months. Not so long really ... I don't really know. I don't think it was this past June ... or was it ? Who knows. I'll do it right now. I mean, I'll do it right, now. Like, from now on ... gawd. I suck at the writing.
August 28. Oh, 2021. Yeah. We are suddenly at war again. Thanks Biden. I told you. I know I know, I said I wouldn't say it, but I did, in fact, tell you he'd mess everything up. He's doing that and more. Great. Just fu'kn great.
It's 11:57 in the morning. The boys are trimming, ok, raping the pine trees out back. The flower garden will thank them but I'm still worried we'll have a sky-full of sad pine tree.
Where am I ... I wish I had found Barbara Sher sooner. Like, when I was a very young person. I know though, she's still guiding people from beyond. I just met her in a Ted talk and pop, she isn't here in the same way but ... she is changing lives more than ever. A guiding brilliant light.
Oh. I went to my reunion last night. I can hardly type the number. FORTY years ... forty-one if you're really counting.
We're making a shit-hit-the-fan plan ... to meet up where and when if something terrible happens. We should all be prepared to know where our loved ones are when cell won't work. When electricity isn't working. When the basics we rely on every single day stop being there. What then ? Have a plan. Ask NOW so you aren't caught off guard. Who WHO would have though we'd be long, brutal lockdowns ? Effecting the entire world. Everything happens for a reason. Be prepared. What harm can that do.
If I do that math ... I can think of dozens of things I did ... to try to fit in ...
favors - kimerbly, watering, bruce's time over and over and over and over again, bruce's equipment, over and over and over ... materials, over and over ... gawd. The math.
Have we ever